165TO120

There is no progress at all! Hanging at 150. It sucks!

Cannot express how much I am disappointed in myself. Its the end of october and I am still clinging on 150 Lbs. I do not know. I am falling back. My zest is gone. 

Nope. Nope. Nope. Nothing is working. I am not following anything. Bowing to my craving patterns. I am wondering what happened to my discipline(Its thrown out of the window, I guess). I really am not in control. I wake up I plan something for the day and I mess up and finally I give up. This has been the thing for the past months. I have to do this. I HAVE TO. I am still stuck at 150.4 Lbs by the way.

Its 151 lbs. I have been wobbling between 150 and 151. Its has been very slow process. I am not disciplined like the past months. I think its because if my menstrual cycle. Again it has changed from regular to a delayed pattern. I think it has changed since the August month. Low moods and  energy are taking over. I feel a lot of slug to move my body. I dont think I can do the exercise routine like before. So I am planning to solely depend on my diet. Like I said I am eating my regular every day food. No restrictions except the calories. So by the end of this month october i want to lose 2 lbs atleast and stay there. I know its a lot to expect but I will try.