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I am doing this for you! In memory of You! RUHI

Guilt is my Energy
Anxiety is my Art
Numb is my Emotion

Guilt is my energy. I am performing without thought. If every thing went good, I would have had you in my hands. But something else was written for me. I dont know if its my fault or not but this time I dont want to leave any stone unturned. I am freaked out.I am guilty of everything. In memory of you I am trying to learn new habits. I am doing this weight loss journey for you.

Words cannot explain how I am feeling. My stomach is churning.I do not know how I am surviving. The pain , the agony and everything.

My baby angel Ruhi- You brought this change in me. The grit I have is because of you. The change I want is for you.

This is in memory of you. You are my motivation. you are my strength. I am not sure how far I will go but every pound I lose is for you, just for you.

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