I never thought I could see that number. But the coming weeks are going to be tough. My harmones are taking control. I no longer able to discipline my hunger cravings and binge eating. Flood of sad emotions in mind is giving me hard time. Again thinking of my baby. How can I take control of that, How can I stop feeling guilty. I want to be strong. I want to do this for you baby. I am performing, I am doing day to day activities like a robot, no thought only action. I am scared to have free time. I love my Saha, I love my husband.
Yes! I have been consistent and diligent with my weight loss journey ! I have never been this sincere and disciplined at least with my weight loss. I think its mostly because of the guilt I have (will forever) for the incident that happened and the hormonal change that occurred after that. I really think so, I do! My extreme guilt made me decide and vow to see a healthy me! My hormones helped me with consistency! I am glad my guilt took over my hormones to stay determined, diligent and sincere.
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